First, I'm happy, then I become really really happy, then I become neutral, and theeen a little bit hyper, and suddenly I become all sad and depressed :(

I'm not sure what to do or what to feel anymore, after all that happened. Everything just feels so surreal to me. It's like I was just dreaming the whole time. It's either that or everything was just a big fat lie. I'm sick and tired of people lying to me just to make me feel better. And you know what's worse? Pretending that you care. Yeeeeah, I used to believe you a loooot. It sucks though. It seems that I just made a fool out of myself for that. But yeah, I don't care. I could keep believing you as long as it makes me happy even though you'll just make me look stupid.

"All the pain will be worth it in the end"

that line never failed to fail me :))
at least 3 times I think. yon. haha


anyway I'll just stay here. Waiting. for. a miracle :D
I'm addicted to that song na XD matagal ko na syang alam pero ngayon ko lang nagets yung kanta :))

it's by Meg and Dia nga pla :D they're amazing :3
here are some verses from the song XD umuulit lng yung iba so yon XD

You looked so happy
When I saw you with her
And I'm so glad
I knew you before you met her
So I know
How guys are before they get her.

I've got it down
You showed me again
Just so you know.
Don't push me around
I know you resent that I'm alone
Pity and mercy
Do nothing for me
You know me better than anyone.

Go get your girl
She's looking at you like you're crazy.
We can pretend you never even knew me.
It would work out
Don't let go of that one
And I'll find mine.

Run into you
Everytime I walk out my door.
Oh, it's precious
You've never held my hand like that before.
No need to stop and wave,
You stay calm and I'll be brave.
Don't ever look down on me
Don't ever feel bad for me.


Oh, find mine.
Find mine.
Look at me look at me,
I've got time to find.
Mine.

Go get your girl
She's looking at you like you're crazy.
We can pretend you never even knew me.
It would work out
Don't let go of that one
And I'll find mine.
I'll find mine
I'll find mine

so.
don't worry about me :D
I'll find mine, him, whatever. I'm not rushing myself anyway :))