hi. :D
"Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all"

:((((((

now everything's clear.
last night I cried so much.
too many expectations I guess :'D
and I was sad the whole day but since this evening I couldn't stop smiling.
I still have to tell you personally what I've been meaning to say for a pretty long time now.
*sigh*

but a few hours ago, you told me that you really wanted to dance with me to that last song.
I asked you why you looked so sad after the party, you said that it's because you weren't able to dance with me
so I guess we had the same reasons for not smiling that much after the party :')

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ayoko na magenglish

SALAMAT SAYOOOO
SOBRANG WOOOO
GRABEEEEEEEE

lam nyo ba narealize din ng dad ko na ang lungkot ko pag-uwi nmin kninang umaga XD tpos ang pula daw ng mata ko etc. XD
trololols
tpos knina naluluha luha na rin ako =)) sobrang tuwa naman :D
sino ba naman ang magsasabi na isasayaw ka nya kahit wala nang party :)))) sobrang ewan ko na lang =))))
pero sobrang natuwa ako dun :'D
kahit ilang beses kong ipilit na i'm just the same as the other girls at dancing with me doesnt make it any more special XD
pinagpipilitan mo pa rin na iba ako T^T
salamat :') T.T huhu di pa rin ako makagetover XD sobrang salamat sayo :'D

I know I'm going to be happy all the way :D
I won't be sad anymore, I wouldn't doubt anymore. :'D

I'm soooooooooo contented with my life now XD there are still some problems but I know I can handle them :D

to YOU. yeah YOUU.
thanks for always being there for me. shyet ang keso =))
and thanks for always believing me and yeah. I hope you're not like the others.
:D

:)
First, I'm happy, then I become really really happy, then I become neutral, and theeen a little bit hyper, and suddenly I become all sad and depressed :(

I'm not sure what to do or what to feel anymore, after all that happened. Everything just feels so surreal to me. It's like I was just dreaming the whole time. It's either that or everything was just a big fat lie. I'm sick and tired of people lying to me just to make me feel better. And you know what's worse? Pretending that you care. Yeeeeah, I used to believe you a loooot. It sucks though. It seems that I just made a fool out of myself for that. But yeah, I don't care. I could keep believing you as long as it makes me happy even though you'll just make me look stupid.

"All the pain will be worth it in the end"

that line never failed to fail me :))
at least 3 times I think. yon. haha


anyway I'll just stay here. Waiting. for. a miracle :D
I'm addicted to that song na XD matagal ko na syang alam pero ngayon ko lang nagets yung kanta :))

it's by Meg and Dia nga pla :D they're amazing :3
here are some verses from the song XD umuulit lng yung iba so yon XD

You looked so happy
When I saw you with her
And I'm so glad
I knew you before you met her
So I know
How guys are before they get her.

I've got it down
You showed me again
Just so you know.
Don't push me around
I know you resent that I'm alone
Pity and mercy
Do nothing for me
You know me better than anyone.

Go get your girl
She's looking at you like you're crazy.
We can pretend you never even knew me.
It would work out
Don't let go of that one
And I'll find mine.

Run into you
Everytime I walk out my door.
Oh, it's precious
You've never held my hand like that before.
No need to stop and wave,
You stay calm and I'll be brave.
Don't ever look down on me
Don't ever feel bad for me.


Oh, find mine.
Find mine.
Look at me look at me,
I've got time to find.
Mine.

Go get your girl
She's looking at you like you're crazy.
We can pretend you never even knew me.
It would work out
Don't let go of that one
And I'll find mine.
I'll find mine
I'll find mine

so.
don't worry about me :D
I'll find mine, him, whatever. I'm not rushing myself anyway :))
Oh my..

just a few more days and there goes my summer -_-
I promised myself last march that I'd do a lot of stuff this summer... but I ended up doing nothing. Just slacking around, sitting in front of the computer the whole day, watching 2 or 3 movies each night, and sleeping and waking up really late :|

Oh and this summer, I lost 2 valuable things D: well I didn't really lose them. They got stolen.
My iPod and my quantum pendant thingy. *sigh* I still have hope in finding my quantum pendant thingy though. The last time I saw it, it was just on my table in my room, but I couldn't find it anywhere. My parents suspect that one of our 'labanderas' got it because my mom lost her watch that was just also lying around in the house XD

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btw I had my hair cut really short :p I look like a guy T_T and my brother's hair is longer than mine D: but I like my hair like this =u= it looks so neat :)) it's really easier to manage XD

oh well, buh-bye now *waves*
I'm going to read a lot today, I'll try at least :))

Au revoir! :D
There's not much to say but "Thank You"

Someday I won't just say thanks, I'll walk up to you and tell you something that I've been meaning to say for more than a year now. Yeah.

I like you.